Yesterday, I took the railway with a guy from my Karate club - to training, and back, just a short 5 minute ride.
He’s nice, tall and …not ugly. Maybe handsome? But not to an extent that would made me aesthetically attracted.
When riding back, he asked me what I did on my weekends when I didn’t go visit my parents. I became aware and answered vaguely “I study…” Then he asked whether I didn’t go to clubs and I told him it isn’t my cup of tea. He said that was a pity, as he would be going out tomorrow night with some friends of his… at that point I quickly made him talk about where they intended to go. However, before we parted ways to different tram routes then, he managed to tell me: “Hey, if you want, we can meet at university’s cafeteria when you have free time to drink some coffee.”…
I evaded a direct answer by saying “Yeah~ If I’m not that busy. My studies are very time consuming~”
Great. I like him, it’s easy to talk to him, we can talk a lot about Karate, I think. But… is it that kind of “let’s meet for coffee” again? I already made experiences concerning that ~_~
But maybe I’ll meet him anyway - to find out what his intentions are. I already missed one opportunity to lie about having a boyfriend. I don’t know if I should just claim it on the next occasion… or if I should just try allude I was a lesbian? I don’t know, it doesn’t feel right.
I (still) don’t want a relationship, nor any romantic adventures in real life. I just wanna be a nerdy otaku and cuddle up with my Levi dakimakura <3
It could also be the case he only needs a real senpai. I’m his senpai in karate anyway xD but he’s rather insecure, I think, and in need of assurance by someone he can look up to. As I don’t like it when people are putting themselves down, I always say something encouraging to him - maybe that’s the reason he wants to meet me.
I wonder where this is going…